As the mist dissipated, I found myself inside the circle that they had formed around me, and I was able to really see what they looked like. What I saw profoundly impressed me! These beings were quite tall, very muscular, and wore a tight-fitting white body suit that seemed to reflect light in an aura of colors; very similar to the way pearl-coated paint reflects when the light hits it, only with ten times the intensity. I must admit, that I would have loved to wear these suits while playing my music on stage! Suddenly, they broke-rank and stood as in military attention; lining up on both sides of me. When I finally looked up and in front of me, I saw this magnificent crystal-looking walls and floor and ceiling; and right in front of us, there were three beings sitting behind a huge colorful, crystal-looking desk. These beings wore dark gray hooded robes, but they had no features! Instead, there was an extremely bright amount of golden and white light emanating from inside the hoods and long sleeves of their robes, along with a lot of love.
They were speaking to me but their voices were inside my head, reminding me of what I would imagine that mental telepathy would be like. I did not understand the meaning of what they were saying to me, it sounded too scientific; but I enjoyed it nevertheless!
After a long while, the five tall beings again surrounded me within their circle and I was able to take a very close look at one of the females. She had bright red hair and light emerald green eyes. A simply, stunning, and beautiful lady! At this time, I must admit that I felt quite an attraction to her, and the way that she looked back at me gave me the sensation that the feeling was mutual!
Soon after, I felt myself back in my bed, opened my eyes, and my digital alarm clock read exactly 4:00:00 a.m. I do not remember much after that, except that when I re-awoke again at around 11:00 a.m. feeling as if a truck ran over me. I had the feeling that I had written something during the night. I thought it must have been a song, since I had written songs during my rock and roll days. I barely dragged myself out of bed feeling as if a Mack truck had ran over me. My whole body ached. I dragged myself to the kitchen with espresso coffee on my mind. After drinking two cups full of espresso, I felt ready to walk into the living room and eager to take on the new day when I noticed a legal pad laying on top of my coffee table, with some writing on it. I recognized my handwriting, only it was written with extremely neat print. I picked it up, read it… and I truly freaked out! I didn’t understand anything that was written. I did not understand anything I read! It was all way too technical, and it didn’t make any sense at all! Not to me anyhow!
I endured the same repeated experience for nineteen days in a row. Same tall beings… same crystal-looking temple… same hooded-robed Beings of light… same feeling of all-encompassing love… similar technical information… night after night… same time of waking up at 4:00:00 a.m. with more paragraphs of information added to the previous ones, until my first channeling entitled “To The Chosen” was complete! It took me almost six months of repeatedly reading it before I was able to finally understand it all!
I must reveal to you that all my other “channels/contacts” were written in exactly the same manner. Nothing ever changes. For a long time I didn’t show this “first one” to anyone for I truly believed that I had totally gone insane. This attitude of mine lasted until I finally met a lady whom became what I consider her to be my Spiritual Teacher. She, in turn, introduced me to my now closest friend Chris Birdsong. He was the one that told me what all this was about; and even went as far as to tell me whom these beings were, and where they were from. He was the one to reassure me that I indeed had not gone insane.
Strangely enough, there were no more “disturbances” upon my reality for quite a while. How-ever, exactly two years to the day and date of the first one, the second “channel” started all over again! It started exactly as the first one. With the exact “M.O.” The only difference being that they continued “on, and on, and on, and on!”
At least, for quite a while now, they are letting me rest. So, I better write all this before they start again! One thing is for sure now; at least I think I know what they are all about… maybe.
Oh hell, what’s the difference! There is no way that I can stop them, so why even try! One thing has truly changed in my reality…
I really have come to know and understand, that I have absolutely
NO CONTROL over my life! It is all up to them! |
